Right now, I am sobbing my eyes out, feeling like the worst mother in the world for abandoning my children. I know it's only for two weeks, but what if something happens to them? What if something happens to us? Oh, God, please just let them be all right when we get back. I know they will be. I trust Stephanie completely. But things do happen and... I can't even let myself go down that road.
I am just nervous. At the airport tomorrow, I think I am going to have say goodbye as fast as I can and then walk away, so they don't see me crying. I already miss them so much. I am already looking foward to July 7th and seeing them again.
Oh.... It hurts. I'm so excited, it's going to be so much fun, but it's bittersweet.
Once we get to Atlanta, and then again in Barcelona, I'm calling. I know I won't be able to hold out any longer than that.
Chloë, Sophie, Jack... I love you so much!!!
Fin.
It is hard to leave them, but it will be so worth it. Have a safe trip across the pond!
Posted by: Jen | June 24, 2008 at 01:39 PM
You will have a good time! The kids are going to enjoy a little time a part..
Posted by: darci | June 24, 2008 at 09:16 PM